I think I need to see a doctor and need a rehab.. My illness and addiction is getting worse everyday… I always find myself wanting you.. I just can’t get enough of you.. I can’t sleep if I can’t smell the sweet-smell of your soft neck… I can’t sleep if I can’t kiss your tender juicy lips… I can’t sleep if I can’t hug you tight and rub your feet to mine… I can’t sleep if I won’t hear your voice saying “I love you”.
I feel weak and feeble if your not around.. your like a drug that stimulates my being.. I love you… that sometimes I’m too scared of the future, that someday I’ll loose you… but no matter what I’ll keep loving you..
Thank you for coming to my life.