Suddenly I cried. It’s been a while since I shed tears because of sadness.
There are only two things that made me into this;
First, if I saw a Christmas tree when holiday is fast approaching. It means another year of special occasion away from home.
Second, if I saw my son’s letters, cards and drawings out of the plan. That’s why I keep them away from my sight. It would really change the atmosphere.
Gosh. I really miss him so badly. He just grew up like that and I have missed so much opportunity to see him grow. And it really hurts to accept.
Sometimes I feel life is so cruel to hold and it is more painful when you don’t know when this will end.
Damn tears, it keeps on falling.