I wish this day at work will end immediately. I am so bored to death, so awkward and lazy to pretend. I want to cry out loud that I do not like this thing anymore. I don’t know where is this going. I am not even sure what is waiting for me.
I feel so stress of becoming like a zombie everyday, that waiting for something to do and feeling unsure that one day I might lose everything I have worked for. I want to change my path but I am not certain when will be the right time to do it.
It is so hard to find yourself lost and nowhere to go. I am tired of this crazy thing called life.