I admit, I always asked You WHY? Even sometime, I couldn’t say it loud because I was afraid You might hear it then You will condemn me more. I always wonder why I can’t get easily what I want in life or else I have to experience hardship first before everything else to have.
I always asked You why You didn’t hear me at all. Why I feel like I have been cursed. Why I could only hear Your silence and totally I am afraid of it.
Whatever I am feeling uncertain about You sometimes, I always remind myself to have FAITH in You because that is all I ever have. I have no wealth, no power and no strength to depend on myself but I have trust that someday you will hear what my heart desires.
To you GOD, not my will but yours be done.