Sometimes, we are the one who causes pain. And I realized I owe a quite a bit of apology.
I met you at my lowest times. I wasn’t exactly looking for love in that span of time, but just someone to fool around. I got you as the rebound for my failed relationship. I know I have created a big mess and have had hurt you enormously.
It should be a jarring relationship and because you are so good to suffer my flaws, I have to end it. My conscience begs me to do it because deep inside I know you are not worthy to share of every drop from my lies and insincerity.
I am sorry about the way I handled things to end. You were too great, but I was so sure of myself that still, I can’t love you back, or anyone else.
I am sorry for ignoring your calls, for hiding myself and for keeping the truth. I am sorry for making you love me and never reciprocated it. I am sorry for giving you heartache you never deserved, for being with me in times of my needs, but left you unsettled. So sorry because I have hurt you cruelly.
Despite all, THANK YOU for writing me today, for hearing my words with an assurance that it wasn’t hard for you to forgive me. Thank you for letting me those guilts off my chest.
I’m happy now that you got your real love from someone who deserves you better than me. I cheer for your endless happiness.