Peculiar I may say, that life is full of surprises and that it’s full of twists and turns.
When I was about to believe that something good was happening to me, all of the sudden, without a warning, the wind changed its direction. You can imagine at least how frustrated I was and hastily think why God was making fun of me.
I felt like more than a kid that was about to go to the park, but it rained unexpectedly, a lover that’s expecting to receive a “yes” for a marriage proposal but was rejected, or like a shopaholic when her plastic card was denied. I felt terrible, I just simply couldn’t deny it.
But what I can do if something is not really meant for me, when I can’t fight anymore, when the world is showing that I have to wait? What else can I expect? and since I believe whatever comes happens for a reason, I just need to trust Him. No matter how awful it may be, there are some levels that is beyond my control, and thus I still have to keep pace.
Am little okay now and positive for the best surprise to show up. Fighting!