“It has always been simple, but making it hard was always your way of avoiding pain. If you want to change your life, you have to change what you are doing. It wasn’t his fault, her fault, their fault or the circumstances. It was your inability to choose.

Somewhere in that crazy mind of yours, time stopped. You thought someone would rescue you, but they didn’t. You have to rescue yourself. This is not a fire you can put out; you have to walk through it, in order to reach life. Getting burned is apart of growth, didn’t you know?”




“It’s like one of those scenes from a feel-good Hollywood movie. Where everybody is happy and nobody’s hair fizzes in the wind. Where it doesn’t rain, your shoes stay comfortable all day, and everybody’s jokes are funny and turning the page is the best feelings in the world. Ahhh it feels so good.”


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I’m not fine.

It’s not okay.

I don’t want to talk about it.

I am not ready to share it with you.

Give me some time.

I need space for a while.

I don’t want to see you.

I feel bad.


I think it’s okay to say all these words. We should at least stop hiding our feelings for a while to catch our breath and release the tension. Let’s honor our emotions and sometimes let them flow.







Thoughts You Need To Get Rid Of for Tuesday


Poisonous Thought #1 – Worrying what Others Think of you.

Poisonous Thought #2  – Feeling Unprepared for the Future.

Poisonous Thought #3  – Equating Money with Happiness.

Poisonous Thought #4 – Thinking You Can Change the Unchangeable.

Poisonous Thought #5 – Thinking You Can Change Others.

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When I wake up every day, I always thank God for the gift of being alive. But Thursday is a special day for me, it is near to perfection, to my rest day. (Friday is the off day in the Middle East)

When I was young, weekend means to me for fun; going to the malls, movies, drinking, partying and going home very late. I had so much fun in those days. I am about to kill myself from exhaustion.

When I am right now, weekend means relaxation and “me time”. I almost hate myself for being too comfortable to be alone than to be with someone else.  I always ask myself if I miss something important out there, and keep reminding myself to go out, and look for rather valuable activities to do.

Today is Thursday and it’s about to end.  I made things  to do;

Watching dramas

Sounds boring? no, sounds me time at least for me 🙂

Thank you Lord.

Enjoy your weekend everyone!




Desire good over evil without expectations

I was like, uh uh! it hits me.

Constantly, I desire good over evil because that’s what my heart is telling me.

Sometimes, I choose good over evil because I know God is watching me and I am expecting He will give me extra credit for it, like to give what I yearn for.

Indeed, I have an uncertain heart.