I’ve been thinking about you today and to tell you how sorry I am that I couldn’t sit around with you right now. I know you have gone through so much dilemma and you want to talk about it, just like we always do before I left you.  I know you need someone to share and discuss your problems without fear or reservations and I’m so sorry I couldn’t be that someone at this moment.

Seeing you last time how devastated you are, broke my heart.  It was always my wish to see you happy and start a life that you ever wanted.  I can’t stop thinking about you and regret the days gone without consoling your broken heart. I wished I could be with you in that consequential moment when you wanted to run away and just holding you close seems enough to understand that you are not alone.

I made a promise to myself when will see each other again, I will do my very best part to listen, to lift you up and be your same-old companion.  I will try to bring hope to you when seems all hopeless.

Please wait for me.



“It has always been simple, but making it hard was always your way of avoiding pain. If you want to change your life, you have to change what you are doing. It wasn’t his fault, her fault, their fault or the circumstances. It was your inability to choose.

Somewhere in that crazy mind of yours, time stopped. You thought someone would rescue you, but they didn’t. You have to rescue yourself. This is not a fire you can put out; you have to walk through it, in order to reach life. Getting burned is apart of growth, didn’t you know?”



Lift your head, baby, don’t be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You’ll get by with a smile
You can’t win at everything but you can try.

Baby, you don’t have to worry
‘Coz there ain’t no need to hurry
No one ever said that there’s an easy way.

When they’re closing all their doors
And they don’t want you anymore
This sounds funny but I’ll say it anyway.

I’ll stay through the bad times
Even if I have to fetch you every day.
We’ll get by with a smile
You can never be too happy in this life.


In a world where everybody
Hates a happy ending story
It’s a wonder love can make the world go round
But don’t let it bring you down
And turn your face into a frown
You’ll get along with a little prayer and a song.

Lift your head, baby, don’t be scared
Of the things that could go wrong along the way
You’ll get by with a smile
Now it’s time to kiss away those tears goodbye.


Finally, Thursday is about to end. Tomorrow is my off from work until Saturday.

Usually, I got excited because I can stay out till dawn and sleep until night.  But today, I just wanted to go home and take some long, long rest.

This week is such an arduous for me; the work is very demanding, some people tend to be annoying and the weather is unbearable. It seems everything has joined to give me a combat. Because of this weather, which plays between 43 to 45 degrees every day with a high rate of humidity will really, really make you sick.

I am sick actually with colds and headache. If I tend to go out with this weather, I might collapse in the street. My morning walks have ended and I need to take a bus or train, but still never had the chance to escape the pestering sweats from Dubai weather.

Anyway, happy weekend to all. Stay away from illness and keep safe.




I was hiding in one of the stores while waiting for the public bus that will take me to my work.










I’m not going to lie. I really don’t like this drama in the Korean version.

I love musical drama, but in here, the music seems to become exhausted because conflict is an integral part of the plot, it was overloaded to handle.

For the first few episodes, it was fun to watch, but then they failed the consistency to set back the settings of what a musical drama should be.  The balance of melody has been turned off and the harmony vanished by adversities.

Only this drama showcase an enjoyable music list and fresh faces. Aside from that, nothing stands.

Verdict: 6/10


She’s a giddy person and she is my roommate, unfortunately.

She’s always spaced out and sometimes I didn’t understand a word she said. When she talks, she jumps from this topic to another issue. Sometimes, she uttered something out of nowhere that you can’t follow.  I think her brain is disoriented from taking any substance or something.

There are times, she complains that her boyfriend is cheating on her, while she was having another affair too. She is always posting something on the Facebook and begged us to like them or make some comment.

Rarely, she washed her bed sheets and pillows and complained she never any spare of them. So she slept with her mattress for a week without beddings and pillowcase. I think It’s gross.  I wonder how she couldn’t buy those important things (they were cheap) when she had an iPhone7+, Chanel bag and shoe collection that she never wear all out.

One morning, she behaves like crazy when she hurriedly goes back to our room from outside to take her umbrella. She told us it was raining hard. Startled, we never see any single drops of rain when we were out. It wasn’t sunny and it wasn’t raining at all. We are pretty sure, she wasn’t joking that day.

Honestly, we are comfortable without her around, so much I got the benefit most. We decided we will pay no attention to her as much as possible to avoid conflict. Let her space out as much as she likes. However, this morning, I wasn’t able to ignore her. I exploded.

When her alarm clock rang around 5:45 am, I totally woke up. Though it was loud, I tried to sleep again. When I was about to doze off after five minutes, her alarm rings again continuously until four times. I am a light sleeper, you can imagine how bad it was for me. I have never slept again.

I was really furious, much more when I saw her still on bed soundly sleeping until 7 am.

I screamed at her with all my veins and bones to blast. I was ready to fight with her. But do you know what she said after my yelling? “Yeah, my phone was very loud.” that’s all and she space out.




Nightmare Teacher is a suspense web drama about self- instability and greediness. It showed that the “devil” (teacher) was playing with the student’s insecurities, weakness and problems, then use them to offer something that leaves no reason for them to reject. After getting what they want, there is no escape from the consequences.

The plot of this drama was quite interesting, but not totally outstanding. Acting was good and theme music is compelling. What I like about the story is the lesson that they are trying to imply; we need to face whatever issues we have in our life, we need to take the process as much as we can because there are no short cuts to real solutions of our problems.

Still, I recommend this web drama, but just don’t expect too much from it.

Verdict: 7/10

The homeroom teacher of 2nd grade 3 class at Yosan Private High School had an accident and is hospitalised. Han Bong-Gu (Uhm Ki-Joon) now becomes the temporary 2nd grade 3 class homeroom teacher. He is mysterious figure. The teachers at the school know about him well, but he is not on the teaching staff list. Han Bong-Gu arouses the desires of each students and leads them into an illusory world.



Let me unload you
This is so far I can go
I’m scared you weighing me down
I pray, with the wind you will gone.


Stop punishing me
for whatever I did you see
Seeking solace with such distaste
Unbearable, I could no longer take.


I will take you
out of me
Don’t need the heavy crown
To whip my sanity.


I have stumbled, but learned
Enough of your darkest game
Let me free you with my sharpened Faith
To the world, I give it all the way.


In response to the Daily Post Challenge: BURDEN



Simplicity is the best policy especially if you have no money. 😝

I posted this to my Facebook account because I have some friends who are in financial trouble right now. I don’t have enough money too to save them so I just tried to make them smile.

As I always told them to just keep on fighting because life is still good. We have to live and survive in this crazy world.

3 Important rings

“In marriage, always remember the 3 important RINGS.. engagement ring, wedding ring & suffering.”

While I was reading the group chat conversation with my friends, I was smiling while they were chattering about these 3 important rings.

One said, “I didn’t receive engagement ring, and I threw my wedding ring and now I just received all the sufferings.”

Another said, “I have all the rings, especially the suffering.”

I know it is a common problem in marriage, but they are trying to handle it with humor and optimism, maybe because they used to it, couldn’t do anything to change it or, they fully understand that there are better things to do than to be depressed about something that you can’t even control.

Life is good, only when you realize your worth.



After I have moved to my new room, I have gotten enough sleep for 3 nights.

It feels good.

As if I don’t care what’s on the outside.

I wish this would keep happening, even slight without changing.


I feel I am depress.

I want to hide.

I want to stay still.

I want a good change.

I want to be someone else,

who is a fighter

a maker

a doer

a fearless.


What do you do when you mess up?

When I mess up, I paused and find a solution. I am not the type of person looking for somebody to blame when miseries comes. If it is my fault I would rather find an answer to solve it, if not then I would claim it and ask consideration and forgiveness.

I hate those people who can’t accept their mistakes. Everyone is entitled to mess up but have the choice to make it right. If you are aware of that, you have always the chance to grow.


Help me God.

I am confused right now and I am not in the right mind to decide. It seems I can’t see the road or maybe I don’t want to see it. I am afraid to take the risk because I want to be sure of what is willingly waiting for me. I hate not to have the guts nor the faith to survive if I made some changes in life.

So help me God to see the right side where I must be taking. Lift me with great confidence and assurance. I don’t want to rely with my human understanding, much your guidance is far better than my own.